hello 5 : 03 :)

I'M LOVING YOU MY MANUK :)

i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you , i love you :)

u see,i could write n say that thousands even millions of time :)
MANUK , ILY ILY ILY ILY ILY ILY ILY ILY ILY ILY ILY ILY ILY :)
wee~

holidays wuu~

~holidays..work n work...though its tiring but i have some fun to wit dan2..
we both gone crazy if we saw cute guys..n u knw d funny thing when we saw cute guys we stand infront of d entrance n smiling like a fool like nver seen a cute guy b4..haha
n today,we met deb2 n fify..they actually went to d gift shop..
n at d same time ''mei you dian" o..haha! which is very hotttttttttt!! cuz im wearing long sleeve cuz there's air-cond..
ok dats all..i can only on9 til hre..work at morning..haha!

last nite,
was the worst nitemare n beautiful nitemare ever..
he told me..
he doesnt suits for me..
we r totally different..u knw,when u say dat..im broken hearted..
rily painful..i want to cry as loud as i can..but,i hold it..
i shouldnt cry...n wat funny is..I know u Love me...but u said dat cuz u dn wan me to get under ur weird charm..
u wan me to hate u! please..dun make me hate u..i dont wana hate anybody..
i just wan..no..i should realize dat u r not good for me..yes..
but y when im trying to forget u,things just wan me to remind me of u..
if u nt d 1..then y?!!
if i just had one wish..i wish I've never know u..
n one thing,i've broke up wit crispin..but he agreed..now,he's my bro!! hahahaha!!
which is very good break up..i mean break up in a good way..
im single!!!!
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hooray to me..! Gss is single..wait..except chel..haha
wat i know now,
b strong! nothing is impossible!!
next year i fall in love wit PMR!!! if u see,u would get faint too..rily handsome!!
haha!
yaa..watever..last but not least..I<3GSS

my lovely frenzz..

diz tym itz about my frenz dat are important to me...
ehhehehheh..
firstly is BEBET the 1 whom i trust the mostt and know more and for a long tymm..
heheh..she is the greatest bez fren ever..
we noe each other since primary 1 n we also get together evryday eventhough we're in a diffren class..i am very very very very LUCKY to have her in my lyff..
i will not 4ge her cuzz it won't happenn..
we have a lot in commonn...
i may sometym hurt her but she always forgive me..
n datz wat the most important part of her..
hahhhahhahha...
i am her KAZEN TIRUAN...
Hhahhhaha...
secondly is ERY the 1 i am close wit too becoz we we're born on the same day which is totally awesomee..hahhah..
well..i have known her also for a very long tym cuz we sat together and talk at same things everydayy..hahahah...
we have a lot in common and dat is great cuz itz not easy to hve those kinds of fren..
and i'm lucky to hve her tooo...
hahahaha..
i won't 4get her too..cuz it won't hapenn..
we are SISTAZ..
hahahaha...
thirdly is DEB2 the 1 who always pinches me whenever he see's cute GUYS...Hhahahha..
she is awesomee too cuz she helps me in lot of ways especially in solving problemzz..hehheh..
which i have a lott..hahahah..she is kiind to evrybodyy n always in the run wit her BSSM workk but still has tym to spent wit uss...to get sweet memories..hehehe..i am alsoo LUCKY to have her around me..hehehehe..glad to have herr wit me...
and the most important thing lyk wat i hve said to BEBET & ERY...
i won't ever forget them..
hehehehhe..
i don noe she is my wat yett...???
heheh..
fourthly is CECIL who is the 1 dat is very kind and has the honest heartt..hehehehhe...
she is soo kind dat even watever we say dat are not true she woyuld believe itt..
and we have to teach her not to be dat such believable to wat pipel says anytink to herr..
hahahhha...
she also loves to help her frenz which is totally bestt..
hehehhehheh..she is the luckiest person on earth becos she has us who cares and protect her frm gettin bulied (also like dan2 who always got bullied) hehehe..
i am hapy to hve herr..
she is veryy good and awesomee..
she is myy???don noe yett...
hehhhhehheh..
lastly is CHEL who is the person dat always hve a routine and dat is MEMAKI...hahhaha..
but she has change a lott..she is gettin betterr by the day & nite and ol the timee..
i have nutink much to say butt i'll try to find somethingg..
hmmm....she is sometym helpfull but i noe deep inside her she is kind but itz not shown yett..
itz still hidingg..
and i must let dat outt..
let the guwdzz come outt n share itt..
hehhhhehhhhe..datz oll frm me..n won't forget dat i'm not forgetting herr tooo...
she is my ???don noe yett..hehhehhhe...




ILOVETHEMSOMUCHANDWILLNOTFORGETTHEMTILLTHEDAYIDIE..
MMMUUUAAAAXXX!!!!

dan2@hun2..luv the GSS

hey3...ahaha..guess iim doin diz4 the first tym..heehe..i love my best frenz a lot more than u think and of coz not to 4get,, didutz groupp..hahaha..
i may not be the important person in that group but i wAAn them to noe dat i LOVE dem..ehehe..
letz see..hmm..??????
ow yaa..
i liked sum1..hehheh..
but i'm not telling the namee..hee..
to me he is great n awesomee..!
he is always funny to me eventhough he doesn't make jokess..
hahhha..i noe him 4 a very long tym n only now he noe me..
hheehe..
guess datz oll bout me..

(peace to the worldd :) )

sincerely yours,,
DAN2@HUN2..

enough is enough

enough is enough.we will not talk bout u anymore.we apologise for our behavior.but please , change your atitude darl.i know who are we to ask u to change.but could u change for ur love.just once , sacrfice please.and to those who think we are talking bout u guys , act we are not talking bout u guys la.stop crapping kay.we really really apologise for our behaviour :).

(:hate you , love you :)

shorts for today pips.sleeeeeeeeeeppppppppppppyyy :)

wee!

YES I AM :D

MARK WILLS YOU INSPIRED ME :)

THX , YOU MAKE ME FEEL MUCH BETTER :)

I'm a little boy with glasses

The one they call the geek

A little girl who never smiles 'Cause I've got braces on my teeth

And I know how it feels To cry myself to sleep I'm that kid on every playground

Who's always chosen last A single teenage mother

Tryin' to overcome my past

You don't have to be my friend

But is it too much to ask

Don't laugh at me

Don't call me names

Don't get your pleasure from my pain In God's eyes we're all the same

Someday we'll all have perfect wings

Don't laugh at me I'm the cripple on the corner

You've passed me on the street

And I wouldn't be out here beggin' If I had enough to eat

And don't think I don't notice That our eyes never meet

I lost my wife and little boy when

Someone cross that yellow line

The day we laid them in the ground Is the day I lost my mind

And right now I'm down to holdin'

This little cardboard sign...

so Don't laugh at me Don't call me names

Don't get your pleasure from my pain In God's eyes we're all the same

Someday we'll all have perfect wings

Don't laugh at me

I'm fat,

I'm thin,

I'm short,

I'm tall

I'm deaf,

I'm blind,

hey, aren't we all

Don't laugh at me

Don't call me names

Don't get your pleasure from my pain In God's eyes we're all the same

Someday we'll all have perfect wings

Don't laugh at me

:D

YES I AM ! :D

i had and still having the same situation as them.

yes people!i am one of them.i am FAT AND SHORT.for how many several yrs,i had been humiliate by people that doesnt care bout my feelings.they say i am a fat girl.ohwell,just let it be.but , i did cried for all that they said bout me.yes i did.i did feeling ungratefull bout it , but now then i realise that we are just the same.GOD had given me a life to live with happiness.so,i'll go on like this.

THANK YOU GOD AND I'M SO SORRY FOR BEING UNGRATEFULL PERSON :)

thank god for letting me be

FAT AND SHORT :D.I HEART YOU,GOD :D

love me the way i are

like me the way i are

sincerely ,

velvet valerian :D

hate you more :D

the reason for this pic is to let you knw dat u dserve dz :)

ur just the same as that bitch up there:).wee~

*kekurangan kain* woopseh~

yeap.ur totally freaking bitch :D

u think ur d preetiest la.fuck off , bitch !

hha.do judge us if u're perfecto aites.but,YOUR NOT EVEN PERFECT:).sorry :D

p/s : u should be my fuglyshia :D.wee~

i like when it comes 2 talk bout you.

cause,i'll craps bout you just the way u talk craps bout me.wee~

you may makes all ur bitches hates me , cause I DONT GIVE A DAMN.

i'm super fine when you all , bitches hates me :)

makes me more known :)

wee,thx aites.

sometimes , i love you when you talk craps bout me , i'm feeling kinda *popular*:)

you're my *tukang top* ba fuglyshia :D

see , i dont maki you :)

but you maki me.ohwell.with a regret feeling , i should maki u back:)

(for your bio's , i should mixx my language do that you could understand better :)

fuglyshia :D bio 's

~ tripper

~bitch for sure

~*kurang kain*

~tidak sedar diri

~kegatalan

bye - bye bitch ! :D

yesterday :D

yesterday , the happy time for GSS and didut gang ! :D

we were having 'junkfood party' , for end of year.gosh !.this year past soo fast man ! dangg~

for sure i will miss my sygs ! :D.sy cinta mati sma sygs !.:D :D.

~short for today~

wee~

<3 my souLmates:))

hmp~..as tym pas on..i FINALLY realize dat i riLy do Luv HIM..i feeL bad cuz d pass few days im not riLy IN 2 HIM..n now, i tink i juz wana b wit HIM untL d day dat we hve 2 mve on in a separated way dat he wiL find sum1 eLse n so do i..:))




p/s: i Love you:)

I LOVE MY..
Bebeh
LaLink
Cayank
hun-hun
mungitz
&&
didutz group:))

today is the 11/11/09

Guess what?!! haha..after i told him what i feel towards him..I'm act not really love him..neither to Daniel..
i feel blank..i feel that maybe i just miss him as a friends..maybe we're not meant to be together..yes,i know..
but stil,i hate dat girl cuz she's so vapid..arghh..im good enough than u b%#!!#! I'm gonna find my true love..it would b fantastic if i chose the right guy..n i'll be better than d best!!
o yeah!! everybody seems to have problem everyday n d day after tomorrow n tomorrow..
OK blank!!ha ha continue if i have a spare time again..he he o ya..



i Love you my BESTIE n FRIENDS

the truthly darling :D

hey.
it's true hah,we cant just forget the people we love the most like we forgot mathematic's formulae.hmm.i'm in dilema right now.cause,I STILL LOVE YOU :(.i have no idea what to do.should i waste my tears like i did before ?.I try to hate you , i did try , but the more i hate you , the more i love you.stilll rmember when you say, i love you ?.magad.cant you said it back to me ? i did regret a lil bit what i ' ve done.but , you dont seem to care bout me and bout my feelings.wtf! itsokay f u dont really love me , but please , dont ever toy me darl.u make me felt like shitt !.well , i really miss you :( . why cant you get out of my head !.bullshitt you.you make me saddo :( . stupid me to love you.i love you , you dont love me.its fact kan ?.if i know this would happen , i wouldn't want to know you !.oh mann!you're the first person had ever make me this CRAZY.

p/s : i hate you but still love you :D .sorry ! .

which expression should it be for today ? its either :) that , or :( this ?

hello there.update.update:)

GSS expression for today is :)

today we're totally insane , crazy , and happening ba ! :D.we laugh soo damn loudly.gossip *wink* soo badly.love each other soo strongly:)

and for dd's gang the expression is kinda :(

they have a problem that's hard to settle up.andy wif her problem.bianc wif her problem.i wonder when they'll be them *insane , happy , cheerfull , gossipholic *back again.well,life's sooo,sooo *adil*.they are time when we will be happy and there are time when we feel sad.life's unperfect people:).and remember , u should always bare in ur mind that ur frens still gonna be beside u even f u r single , taken , heartbroken && etc.sometimes i feel like, at this age , love doesnt really the important thing we need:D.all we need right now is FRIEND to LOVE && CARE .

i would be happy if i said this three magical word:D

I LOVE YOU

DEB2

DAN2

ERY

CECIL

CHERL

DDUT

CHRIZ

BIANC

ANDY

STACY

SUEY

FYE

CHEL

NEDDY

CASS

CYN

JO

MITCHYY

&& the one who threat me good :D

I HAVE MANY STORY TO SHARE WITH U GUYS.BUT,BUT,I FORGOT.SUDDENLY,MY HEAD *BLANK*.LOL.

ERMKAYY.THAT'S ALL FOR NOW PEOPLE:D

GOOD NIGHT , SWEET DREAMS.:D

P / S : THE NAME THAT I HAD MENTION ABOVE,I REALLY,REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS:)

ONCE AGAIN,

I LOVE YOU

WO AI NI

p / s : the people who talk craps bout me,i suggest you keep ur mouth shut kay.hha.*tidak sedar diri*

mood for the day : happy && tired :)

happy day people ! :).hha.today,wake up at 6 somethng a.m to go for kawad practise.[ tiredfull ].bfore go schl,msj deb2.
our convo :

debrah velvet

beybeh!mna kw ?

ruma..npa?.sy x p nie ary.gastrik sa.cb

oh.adei.petang kw p ?

ptg pn x owh.sa sakit gia.cial kan.sa samangat mw b'kwd dtg sakit..budu

odoi.hmmkay.boring la ny.tke cre ah.

hha.bah2.btw,ndak jga 2

she sick la pula.miss her eh.she sick && bought a new dress.lucky ryte:).hhe.

p/s:take care darling!:)

kawad:D

tired , tired , tired day :).finally , we've finiished our formasy's!glad cause its done!eventhough it make us tired,but still it was happening bcause all of us got the spirit to win!:D.i like the part when our comander says,are you ready!?.and we all will do the action.*funny thng*.hha.next week,is the raptai && competition.so,need to struggle to win ths kawad thingy.need more & more practise.oh mann:(.will be more & more tired.sacrificed our energy to win and be the first:D.kadet remaja sekolah or in shortform KRS boleh!:D

♥ confused ♥

hmmkay.i'm a lil bit confused here.act,a lot!.confused!how shud i ?.how can i ?.shud i ?shudnt i ?.forget && forgive ?love or hate ?.like or dislike ?.talk or nor talk?.hmmkay.short update for today,lazy mannn:)

today is 4.11.2oo9..next year im getting older!! OMG!! and next year we will having PMR exam..which is very terrifiying to us..i mean to all of us..duh..anyway,i did talk to that guy..i mean i told him my feelings toward him...
but at that time i know he dont have credit so..nevermind then..Eventhough i told him,i know he wouldn't accept me..
a lil bit broken hearted..and still my heart beats faster..I dont care if he wouldnt accept me,because his love to that girl is much stronger..At least,i told him..n let all d feelings i've been hide this long..let it go..
my heart so much better after that..ahhh...haha!
i dun have much things to say..

♥ merentas desa punya cerita ♥

today, 4th of november 09 , was ST.FRANCIS CONVENT"s merentas desa day :).we had alot of fun!A LOT!.and guess what,cause of too 'rajin' we WALK && TALK along the road.we even eat skittles,nyum!.WE are reffering to bebet , ery , dan2 and adele.hha.but,deb2 , cecil && cherl SANGAT BERSEMANGAT running.hha.at the end,only cherilyn got points.hha.after all the activity had finally over,we went to the food shop to take lunch together - together.we decided to eat 'nasi lemak' .kinda okay la the taste.but still,gara2 hungry,apa saja kami hantam maakaaan.hha.and guess what,SUNDAL && BITCH messed up with dan2.so what la f dan2 hangout with donkey.who are you 2 'tentukan' donkey's friend.hha.pitty you.even donkey hate you la.whaha.tewas kau sama kawan sendiri!.bravoo!.okay,change story.aftr eat2,time for 'syoksendiri'.hha.i LOVE DEBRAH'S HANDYCAM.I WANT IT!.we stop at too many destination.the best destination is at the 'pondok && jambatan'.hha.them mang,andrea,ritnie and the gang are awesome!they rawk d cam,especially ritnie.she's very,very suitable 2 be a model.she's preety.thats all for now.ngha.i'll upload photos for you all to see.

i took this pic.this is the 1st destination f i'm not mistaken:)



along the road :).i took :).i love this.like the way to anywhere!

model kami for today:).hot ba dy:)

cp day..haha!!

I still remember we all went to CP..its actually Bianca's birthday party that day..o yaa!! its like we went to every shop n try cute n pretty dress..
we are totally insane..good but naughty..hehe..
so,we also went to watch movie..I dont know who chose that movie..but,hey its a horror movie..its indonesian..I thought malay..because,malay kinda not very good quality..
so,the movie is interesting..I remember when we all went inside and sat..hey guess what,the movie haven't started yet that time but we already screamed..n people look at us..
hahahhaha!!we laa yg paling mantap there..
because our voice yg kuat..
o yaa,next to cecil there was a guy,not goodlooking..he put his leg near cecil..eew..dat guy is so not our taste..
so go away..
I've heard that beybeh n bebeh close their face with hoodies..
I was like huh?astagaa..the movie is scary but it also contain comedy..
n sue,i cant hear her voice screaming..
plg kuat if im not mistaken andy and chriz..
hahaha!!
o yaa..i saw cute guy at wardrobe cafe!!omg!
haha..
all of us are pretty including andy,stacy and andy that day..
mwahahhaa!!
they are completely funny..!LOL
when we waiting for my dad to pick us up,i still remembered that group i dont know who were them..they are so rude..
even that girl they think they own that mall,hey in ur dreams..
dont mess up with convent girls...
n lastly my dad sent sueyani,beybeh n didut..
Im happy..
actually there's a conflict between us n bianca but then both person say sory..i guess..im not so sure..
yg i know,we all are happy..haha!!

hidden feelings by ery

some people say that love do hurts,and some say the opposite..
but I say 50/50 because though you hurts because you've been dump but you also ever felt the happiness with him..
and sometimes I figure that true love doesn't exist..
maybe in fairytales,you can see that true love is exist..
for me,true love is actually already around you..
what Im trying to say here is fairytales isn't just bout finding your prince charming but full fillings your dreams..
because dreams come true..no fantasy no dream..haha!
well,true love isn't just about happiness but together you through all the task in this world no matter how hard it is or how pain it is..
because together we can do anything..
and I've ever fall for someone that already have a gf..
and I''ve already told him that you are not appropriate with that girl..
like what beybeh say,he's an angel and she's a devil..
her outlooking thought she's an angel,but my thought is wrong..don't judge the book by its cover..in the inside she's just someone else..
and that boy I can say that he wont break with that girl..because the girl is pretty enough for him..
even he feel suffer being with that girl,he just wont..
and I feel stupid hoping he was mine n think about him all the time..
but now,I wont think bout him,because thinking of someone that doesn't loves you is wasting your time..
from now on,I hope that you and her everlasting if not then find someone else that better..not me but some one that truly cares bout you..
now,Im already happy with my girls..
yes!! im really happy you know!hahahahhahahahaha!! :p

bestfriends..

I'm one of the member of GSS..GSS means gengsowtsowt..
This blog is empty so going to make it more interesting..if i could.haha!
well this blog is not just own by me but my bestie..
ok lets start wit my blog..
Im the 4th in tis group..no me n dan2 actually..
I live in this world surrounded by my friends n family..
They are so MINE..haha
my life could be nothing without them..
Im lucky to have my bestfriend with me..
they are d one who encourage me..
my parents always encourage me pursue my dreams..
I want to be a doctor but the fact is I failed my science paper..
haha...
ok..start bout my bestie..
bebeh,
she's always belittle herself..she's a gud person indeed..
sygss,
she's a convivial person..she has the fragile heart..so dont make her cry..
beybeh,
she is d tallest in our group..damn..haha..n she got a boyfriend name Joshua Jae or in other name joshy..haha!!they both are so sweet to the core..
hun2,
she's talkactive,but hey though she is a talkactive person what she say is true,fact and interesting..so its like giving us some knowledge either..and we both are like fashion expert..!haha..i guess..
mungitz or chel,
emm..she ok laa..the truth is I dont understands her well..actually,all in our group dont understand her..haa!
and..im not mean..but sometimes mean is needed in yourself..its to protect you from being ashamed..trust me..its true..the way chel dresses is very dowdy..like shabbily dressed..Personality is important..
okay they are my bestfriend..well,eternally..we do hate 1 person name claudia..arghh..hate her to the core! her insults were meant to humiliate beybeh..
nobody is perfect,so dont act like you are perfect!!
dont mess up with my bestfriens,dont mess with me..because if you did,you mess up with the wrong person..